"May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays."


This blog is neither pro-adoption nor anti-adoption. This is merely the story of a mother and her journey towards healing.



Video of Physical Relinquishment

Thanks to Suz (or, rather, thanks to myself since I ignored her Content Warning), I watched this video just now and have proceeded to snot all over myself. The overwhelming silence of the video, other than the mother’s sobs, speaks volumes. There’s nothing you can say.


It’s harrowing.

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i tried to warn ya! yes, its awful. so awful. as those around her just stood there watching part of her soul die right in front of them.