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This blog is neither pro-adoption nor anti-adoption. This is merely the story of a mother and her journey towards healing.


Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow

It flurried yesterday. And made me think of another set of songs that make me think of the Munchkin.

Anything Christmas-y.

She was due on Christmas Eve. And so anything Christmas oriented makes me think of her. (But also BigBrother as the hospital was decorated for Christmas when he was born, too.)
Some of this is an okay thing. I love me some Christmas, some winter, some cold weather, some snow. But the holidays are hard without her, ya know? And so sometimes it’s just very hard to be listening to Christmas music and not hear her laughter from the back of my car.

And now Christmas music is already on in Walmart.

By the way? This short entry is brought to you by really, really strong contractions.